Sunday, April 17, 2005

cheesecake

section 2 of grp treatment manual. havent quite gone past the first paragraph yet. i shld be panicking.... nah.

this is what work does to you. U got tons of it lying around. Case files to prepare for, papers everywhere... and u reach a pt when u need to get away frm it all. That happened to me this morning..and afternoon..

Btw.. i shifted my laptop to the dinning table. Jus hv to get out of that rm.

the break is good though. Lots more work to do.. yet feeling.... or rather grinning... and being happy, content, silly... i wonder hv i cross the threshold of being stress to crazy? or perhaps i shld jus diagnose myself with borderline personality disorder (affect instability)?

nah. When one window closes another open. God doesnt leave one without a tiny window open. Usually is because we r too blind to find it.

thinking of cheesecake make me smile. Thinking of next week make me smile.

Yeah. i try to avoid thinking abt work. i go by week to week basis now. And i tell myself at the end of the week, "not bad, this week gone, another week to go...."

my thoughts r messy now. 1) thinking of how to organise my words 2) thinking of how to complete this manual thing. 3) thinking of how to complete other assignments 4) and complete preparation for clients 5) sushi for dinner 6) blogging.. 7) need to go back to read. 8) hv to record tapes....

really would like to just stay in bed for the whole day. that sounds so good hey?

rambling a little.. oh! i know..i can diagnose myself with schizo.. look at how my thoughts jump.

yes. take note of the sacasm in my voice.

nevertheless, i hv a wonderful morning. dreamy even.

now..to get to typing.

and try not to diagnose myself with anything else. ( i shld leave that to v).

4 comments:

Thoughts said...

u wif borderline PD? u must be kidding

i meet the criteria before u do...

Benji said...

I say we're all going nuts..

Thoughts said...

that's alright... i think I meet the criteria for ADHD, cyclothymia, OCD, PTSD, social phobia, specific phobia with animal subtype, binge eating disorders....

we r all going nuts.....

Benji said...

watever those jargon are...

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